op well here goes nothing b y e

just going to sit and cry all night b/c packed everything that’s able to be used to kill self hahahahaha luvn lyf

I’m not ready. I can’t do it. I’m going to be sick. It’s hours in a car and I can’t do that. stop I want to stay here I can’t go

aw thank you!x

there’s a bridge in my town nick named ‘suicide bridge’ for obvious reasons, and we just drove past it and it was covered in police and as wrong as it is, i felt less alone b/c proof I’m not the only person here that wants everything to end \o/